Sept. Rants and Recalls

Been a while sence I've updated last... not as though to many people actually read this, but w/e.

So it's September- I see this as a month of change. School starts for K-12 with people experiencing new sights and sounds every moment the live. The leaves go from green to soft yellow then gently fall to the ground in a never ending dance of the damned, only to decompose and become apart of the Earth once more. Days become shorter, nights become longer. The wrath of the summer sun fades into a gentle warmth that flows across the body with the Autumn breeze.

The environment is not the only thing to change though- people come to realize who they are and what they are meant to do now as well. Some realize that their second hand smoke is killing their kid slowly, so they vow to quit as a New Years Resolution. Others look in a mirror and feel as thought they are lying to everyone around them.

I come here now to ask the comunity for some advice.

At this time, I am faced with a very difficult decision. I have been given the option to move in with my dad. For the past 5 years I've been living with my mom, and it's been fun but it's never seemed stable. I feel that if I do decide to live with him that her life will become so unstable that something bad will eventually happen to her.

I sound paranoid I know, but I've always felt this attachment to her unlike my dad. Of course there have been times where we've fought but it's never been anything too serious. I've been tossing around the idea of setting up a room in both houses so I don't have to chose, but I feel that this may cause even more drama as well for whichever house I decide to put my computer in is going to be my primary residence.

Anyway, enough RL drama! Time for IG fun!

Over the past few weeks, I've been taking up a Nyzul Isle static :D tons of fun and we're now on floor 25- yay being 1/4 of a way to 100! No armor drops yet Q.Q, but I think we're gonna try to climb until we lose a floor, then go back and farm- that way we keep moving but we can still get some nice gear too. Gonna need to do like 5 full run throughs of it though to get the 150k tokens for my Yagrush and/or Nirvana. I'm REALLY after the gear though as the weapons have some uber tough prerequesets. Goliard Saio, Chapeau, clogs, and cuffs are amazing pieces that work for 4 of my jobs, Whm, Blm, Smn, and Sch. Two other people in the group are after the same set, but we're all really good friends and I'm hopeing that we won't become loot whores...too much >.>

Anyway, I'll finish my update later- gtg to class!

Fuck kindness -.-

So I was doing Nyzul Isle assaults last night and we get to floor 20 and beat turtle with only a few minutes to spare. I get a high lot of 798 on a pair of Goliard boots and there's a dead guy that wants to lot on them too. So I decide to be fair and not say Devotion was down so I gave the Bard MP so he could R1 this guy.

He lots 801 and they fall to him.

....

I'm like ok w/e we have another run to do so I could get them next time. I congradulate the guy and ask him what job they're for. He says Scholar and I'm asking him if it's nice at 75 for Salvage and low man endgame.

He doesn't reply.

So I ask him again thinking that he zoned.

Again, he doesn't reply.

So I /check him and find out that his Scholar isn't 75.

What.

The.

Fuck.

I swear I'm never being nice again when it comes to my gear but this guy seriously ticked me off.

w/e- I'm done bitching for now.